Scars
Few weeks ago I have watched this movie called Wonder. It's about a child, August Pullman (Auggie) with facial deformity struggling to fit in high school. What he said resonated pretty well in me... it was something like, "Children don't like me but adults hide it better". I think this is very true for everyone. I wasn't born with facial deformity but my thought process just don't blend in very well with majority of my friends' wavelength in school. While everyone in school is living in the present, chasing against fame...popularity...coolness... I was one of the few among them studying hard for my future. Heck not just that, I was pretty religious too because I believed there must be a divine meaning to life. Moreover I tend to not let my feelings get in the way.... like most engineers I lack this social eq and expecting everyone to think as logically as me. Hence I offended quite a lot of people in school. Honestly what I really wanted since a long ti